Journal Entry 10

Author’s Note: This will continue on from what was going with Ruby’s Mom. Also before Ruby would have her birthday as well.

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Dear Journal,             April 6th

I was bite shocked after learning I was a vampire. I mean how can anyone deal with being a vampire. Sure I heard a little about them but never in my lifetime would I think I would be one. Chris and Rick were still in shock. That when I heard Rick’s phone go off and he step out to answer it. He seem a bit worried as well. He went over to Chris after the phone called to say his friend was in the hospital. He was deeply sorry he couldn’t stay. Chris understood and he left to see his friend. Chris was still watching as he left. Then turn looking at me with worry. The doctor and him went out to talk for a bit. I was still lost in what was going on.

We heard Ruby crying and I wanted to go see her but Chris was already there. I felt like I wasn’t a part of anything. I worried Ruby wouldn’t love me or even know me. Since I only held her once after she was born. Life seem unfair. The doctor came over me and did a few test. Checking my neck and different things. I learn a lot that day. Mainly that I will no longer enjoy the sun anymore. It made me really sad. The doctor left and did his testing. He told us he would call us later. Chris just sat by me and we talked for a while. He asked me question if I remember anything at all. I just do him a few things but other then that I couldn’t remember.

He filled me in on what was going on. I was bit surprise on what was going on. Even with the part of me passing out for 2 days and what not. I was scared and worried. We got a called later that day from the doctor telling us that I am still healthy but that I might be feeling different for a while. Sadly there were no cures at the time. Which means I was stuck this way. I wish I never went into the woods. I felt tears falling down. I didn’t want to watch my love die of old age. I wanted to die with me. Like we planned for so many years. I guess life had other plans for us.

Meanwhile it was a while until Rick came back. We were bit surprise when he was acting kind of weird. He told us that his friend was fine. I felt he was lying to us but kept it to myself. I knew better to think the way I was thinking. He would tell us when the time was right. Still it did bother me that he was acting so weird. However he asked us if he could stay to help with his friend for a few days. He planned on leave soon after Ruby’s birthday. Which was tomorrow. Both Chris and I looked at each other but we agreed. Since it seem that it was important to Rick. We didn’t want to take that away from him. He was happy and then called his friend saying he would stay for a few days. That was that.

Chris took care of Ruby before we all got ready for bed. I was still weird about stuff. Specially when it came to smelling my love from a far. He smell so good. So sweet. I want to…I want to..bite him. However I did my best to control myself. The doctor gave me a fruit that was special for me to have. So I ate it hungry like. Chris just watch as I ate it. Knowing very well it will be a while before I got use to things. We talk a little longer and then fall into a deep sleep. I knew throughout the night that Chris was checking to make sure I was fine but I just held him close showing him that I was fine.

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Dear Journal,             April 7th

I woke up seeing Chris sweet face staring at me. He breath happily as he hasn’t done in a while. We all got up ready to celebrate Ruby’s birthday.  I finally was got time to hold her. She didn’t seem to mind me holding her. Which I was glad. I stare down deeply at her. I loved this cute little one. I snuggled her close and whisper how much I loved her. She cooed happily in my arms. Then Chris came in to see me really happy. He smiled back and kiss my neck softly. We both looking down at our little girl. Finally it was time to celebrate Ruby’s birthday. We came down to see Rick place the cake on the table. He was excited to see us. Little Ruby was cooing happily in my arm. She and I came close to the cake. Then we made a wish and she grew up very pretty little toddler.

After we blew out the candles, Rick, Chris and I had some cake. I gave Ruby her first bottle as a toddler and she was cute. Chris seem really happy to have her around. Then we put the leftover cake in the fridge. We said our “goodbyes” to Rick. He told us that he would be back soon. Just a day or two with his friend. We were fine with that. I spend my time with Ruby. Chris read the newspaper for a while. He threw it away. Soon he would be heading to work and I would stay a few days to take care of our little girl. Still everyone understood what was going on and told me to take much time as I wanted.

Then we put Ruby to bed since she was tired. Chris and I snuggled feeling really nice before we too went to bed. That night we slept really well for the first time. Ruby didn’t cry too much or got us up at like 3 in the morning anymore. Which was nice. I really happy about that. I just hope Rick is doing fine. We will find out in a few days time.

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Dear Journal,      April 10

Chris was back into working again. I really miss him when he was gone but somehow I knew we needed the money. Not that we were poor but just that we need to save up for Ruby in the future. Ruby and I have been getting closer this past few days. I was teaching her how to talk , walk and use the potty chair. It seem that the potty chair wasn’t as hard as with talking or walking but we finally got it done before her up coming birthday would be here. Chris came home after work and was surprise but happy to see Ruby walking. Then she would go Dada Dada. He just smiled and pick her up. He would give her a little tickle until she laugh really hard. I couldn’t help but laugh as well. It was just too cute seeing them together.

Rick had came back around the 8th or 9th. I wasn’t sure when he got back but was busy working in the garden and seeing how different Ruby looked. He spend sometime with her but then get sad and got to his house. I didn’t know what was going on but maybe it had to do with Ruby having red eyes or something. I’m not sure. I would try and asked but he would say something got in his eye. Yeah right. We all heard that one. I didn’t push him since I knew he would break down or stop talking to me. I didn’t really want that and I don’t think he want that either. Still it bugged me. I told this to Chris but he told me that I have to give it sometime. I guess I have to wait and see what going on with him.

We then watch a little sweet movie together and hang out. Just enjoy the evening before heading to bed. I found myself going outside sometimes just staring at the stars or looking at the plants at night. Chris put Ruby to bed and join me. Then we gaze up in the stars and told each other which stars were ours. I giggle at the thought that we would have a star named after us but who knew. It could happen. Then Chris pull me closer to him and whisper softly in my ear, “Turn me.”

I was bit surprise and asked if he was sure but he kiss me before I could say anything more. Then he told me, yes. That he wanted me happy and that he would do whatever he could to make us happy. I guess I couldn’t go back because I gave him a love bite that either one of us will ever forget.

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Well guys! I hope you like this chapter. I will keep working on more of them. I promise but I will be working the Crumplebottom family again. Please enjoy!